My dreams and ambitions are whispering to me again

I'm 28 today and the phone is ringing.

My dreams and ambitions are whispering to me again.

They leave clues and notes in the corners of my mind. They project moving images of greatness into my 3rd eye.

The book I’ll write.

The studio I’ll open.

The babies I’ll have.

The stages I’ll stand on.

The places I’ll go.

The Being I’ll become.

Ambition has always brought me face to face with God — an ironic statement considering tradition would have it that ambitions and lofty goals may take you as far as possible from the Source.

But not for me. This is what I was made for.

In Richard Rudd’s book that explains all 64 gene keys, there is a quote that stands out to me about Gift 54: The Gate of Ambition. Otherwise known as ascension.

“The 54th Siddhi concerns the notion of Ascension—the continual alchemical transformation of matter into spiritual essence. Here the base energy of ambition is experienced at its highest frequency and becomes the continual pressure to keep ascending up the hierarchy. At these levels however, we are no longer talking about social or material hierarchy, but the spiritual evolutionary ladder which consciousness itself ascends on the return to its own source.”

Every time my dreams whisper to me, they leave a trace of source energy. The infinite intelligence that made all things. If my ambitions came with a signature from their gardener, the one planting these seeds, it would be as close as you can get to the Light. If Light could sign a paper, you’d see its signature next to my ambitions.

These visions and dreams, they beckon me to return to myself. They invite me to face all my fears and to write my own story. They crack my heart open and as such, they turn me into a vessel of love. “The return to its own source” speaks to the energy that compels creation in this 3D world. The energy that creates a spark of love leading soul mates to the bedroom and a new life to be born 9 months later. The energy that calls a write to the blinking cursor on a white page.

The energy that calls you and me, tickling our fancy and conjuring the kind of excitement and intrigue that can’t be avoided.

There is no more perfect day than the day I was born for these dreams to knock on my door. The day that imprinted me with the codes of who I’m meant to be. 28 years ago, meeting Earth for the first time. Being held by my mother and protected by my father, both of whom would cherish my light and help it blossom into the fullest potential coded within.

There is something about 28 that feels like an exhale. I’m not sure if my brain has finished forming in the last few hours or if its the past year of inner work or a culmination of all divine occurrences leading me to this moment… But it feels like my soul had decided to be a few levels more audacious today. The beauty of getting older is realizing more and more that it’s just silly to deny your visions.

We celebrate the day we are born because the date marks a miracle. My life itself is a miracle. You, reading this, your life is a miracle. It is proof that there is meaning to this existence. In my line of work, I spend every day showing others the evidence that they are truly a miraculous Being that cannot be compared to an other. In every person I see a fully formed soul that came to Earth with a mission. I see a person fully capable of what they desire and more. I see a vessel for the divine to communicate through.

So for a change of pace, I thought I’d turn the specialness onto myself today. I wrote a list of birthday goals in my Notes app today (Capricorn much?!), and one of them is to make myself feel really dang special. To fully receive the love the Universe has for me and to let myself receive. And of course… as soon as I let myself fully soften and relax and be pampered, my soul starts to whisper.

The next level of visions lands in my sphere. The urge to start that book… To attune my energy to the next version of reality I am ready for. It’s all flooding in because I decided to acknowledge my unique Self today. I decided to say to myself “I am loved!! I am the One!!”

The irony of this self-focused energy is that it tunes me even further into service and creation for others. This is what I wish to share about the beauty of ambition. This is what I am on a mission to allow for myself and for others:

Your dreams and desires are not accidental. They are the roadmap back to Source energy. They are the ticket to meet God. They are your gift back to humanity.

So because today is the day I was born, I choose to honor my fractal of the Light and to take it seriously. Because today marks the miracle of life, I choose to feel immense gratitude for being here. And because I am feeling celebratory and special… I allow myself to fully receive all forms of abundance and prosperity and joy that this Life has to offer.

I incarnated to ascend to higher and higher heights. I was chosen to carry big aspirations and even bigger courage to try to make them happen. And I incarnated to show you that it’s possible for you, too. We’re talking about LIFE FORCE ENERGY HERE PEOPLE. The source that creates mountains and paints sunrises across them in palettes you could only dream of. The source that had to get one million other events exactly right so that you could be here.

Today I am celebrating the miracle of life and I am picking up the phone. I am answering the call of my soul and I am telling you, Universe, that it’s time to party.

Bella motherfucking Solanot is 28 and she’s just getting started. Happy Birthday to ME!!

And as for you, I want you to know that you can do it. The thing that you desire. The project you want to start. The ridiculous idea you have for a business. It’s meant to be created by you. It’s meant to bring you closer to God and to yourself. The greatest thing you can do in this life is find your gift and then give it away.

Cheers to the miracle of life and to the next year of fkn sending it.

✌🏻❤️‍🔥

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Thank you for receiving my words. I see you and I love you.

Xo,

Bella mf Solanot.